You Came In

Leaving him is my decision,

staying with you is my choice.

And I never thought that I would be 

happy like this.

I kept my smiles in a box but

you break in and let it burst out in me.

I want to keep you FOREVER

'coz I love having you around.

My Nova

From the day I saw you

I already knew;

Your the Angel sent from above 

Watching you as you dance in the room 

I know I'm the luckiest girl in the world.

Your luminous as you are ...

There was something inside of you

Something I thought I never find ...

Your my personal flavor of

NOVA ! 

Falling In Love

To be in love or to fall in love is like your flying in the air always, isn’t it? If people fall in love the qualifications or the standards they’ve been looking for fades away simply because they fall in love, and this is common in all the girls who fall in love. And, you can’t stop yourself from falling for someone either you like him or not.

There once a college girl, who falls in love to a tall, dark but not that handsome guy in their school. At first, the girl didn't really like the guy because of its poker face, she really thinks that the guy don’t know how to laugh or even smile.
At first, the guy didn't bother to pay attention to the girl’s reaction, every time they see each other in the hall way or every where in their school. Because the guy really focus to his volleyball career, but the girl wants to make the first move to make friends with the guy, so she finds way to get the number of the guy or meet him in person.
  After she get the number of the guy, she immediately texted him. After a week of communicating, the guy courted her and without any doubts she said yes to him. In every relationship there’s an up’s and down’s of the couple, sometimes you need to sacrifice something just to keep the relationship alive. If you truly love your partner, you need to sacrifice something because you knew it was worth sacrificing for. 
The girl sacrifices her own happiness just to be with the guy. She doesn't even bother to stop and listen, to what others says about her being with the guy because all she knew was she love him without a second thought. She even meet the family of the guy, the cousins, aunts and uncles, she even spends her entire day on the house of the guy just talking whole day to his mother. 
After being together for two years, she already experience the down falls of their relationship, and the hardest part of it, is that she’s the only person who’s trying to keep their relationship alive. For two years, the guy got another affair with the other girl in the same school. But, the girl still loves him despite of the fact, that he once cheated on her and she lowered her pride to be with him and gave him another chance. There were promises made by him leaved broken . 
Not until, someone came to her life, from that moment she realize that she missed the fun she supposed to experience when she first step in her college. That someone made her realize that nothing was more important than herself. Even the simplest advice she can give to her friends was the hardest thing for her to follow. Her mind wants to give up everything she has with that guy, but her heart still holds on to him. It’s not that easy to forget the person you love for almost two years, but after realizing that she had given everything she had, but still the guy fail to give the love she deserves.
So, the girl decided to leave the guy for good. It really hurts to leave someone you love, but for her she had enough burden to handle, and she knew that she deserve someone better than the guy.
When a song ends, you could just repeat it every time you like. When a movie ends, you could just wait after the trailers, to start it again. When the rain ends, sure it’ll come back soon. But when special moments have gone, you don’t even know if you can rewind it, repeat it, or hope for it to happen again. There’s nothing in this world as precious as time, because nothing in this world in PERMANENT.

know her

(This was my final exam. for Campus Journalism)

                   She was 10 years of age when her parents got separated because of the mistress of her father. It was around the month of July when her father caught by her mother cheating.
                 Upon looking at her you can’t notice any problem, right? But you don’t know what are the problems and criticism behind that perfect smile.
                  Every time she wants to cry she just goes to the bath room and cry in a silence so that no one would notice her pain. She’s much afraid of letting her weakness be seen in the public because as far as the other people knew about her, she’s a tuff girl ready to face everything.
                 Once she said “I know some people don’t like me! They hate the way; I do things, the way I act, the way I deal with others! But you know what? Darn what they think of me? I will do whatever I want and do what I think right. THIS IS ME! My life! My rules! My styles!
                  Because I’m a real person and not a darn imitator.” These are the hard words she said every time she hears false rumors about her because some people judge her the way she dressed and talk not knowing the real her.

Unfair

UNFAIR is when I had given my best BUT still got left behind

UNFAIR is when I had been true to him but all I got were LIES & FALSE PROMISES

UNFAIR is when I choose him over everybody else BUT still he choose another over me

UNFAIR is when I never asked him to stay BUT he promised, he would YET later on, walked away

UNFAIR is when he moved on & I was left stranded

UNFAIR is when someone somes along again BUT my heart is too afraid of getting hurt AGAIN. ;(

Moving on

Moving on is a part of growing up. You need to be with the people who’ll loves you truly.

When he broke up with me, I thought I lost everything I have and I felt that I’m all olone again. But reality awakens me, that there are people around me, who really loves me for who I am NOT for what I have and they’re NOT trying to change me to something that I’m not. And this people are my friends, classmates, schoolmates, teachers (who kept inspiring me to pursue my course), family, batch mates, and most especially Our Father God, who gives me strength and confidence to face every challenge in life.

Actually I don’t need to ask for anything because I already have EVERYTHING I need to keep me going.

I don’t need to to ignore this pain called “heartache”, because if I do? It will be worse as I imagined it, and it will be hard for me to move on.

Be open, be proud! Cry if it really hurts and last but never be the least PRAY, ask for His guidance and put all of your love to Him because He knows what’s the best for us. For one day, upon waking up, you’ll be shock that you have the best love story you never imagine.

composed by: yours truly ;)

Jacob Kounin (Classroom Management Theory)

As I read my report I find it very interesting because it talks about how we will handle our classroom/students. And it gives us hints how we will encourage to handle well our classroom/students.

Destination

My vitality once full of obscure 
You knock once, twice, trice in my heart
But I failed to let you in. 
Your always yclept my name, but I neglect you! 
Your always by my side, 
you hoist me up every time I feel down. 
I'm one of the people who nailed you in the cross 
I failed to comply my covenant I made in front of you. 
But still your always hear me out, 
And you still love me with all your kernel.
I don't know what to do
If I don't have you I always asked you "why? why me?" 
every time I felt ruth and alone! in my tribulation moment of my life
I thought you distil me along the way 
But your their carrying me, 
when my destination is 
UNCLEAR.

Mother and Daughter

The relationship between mother and daughter is a very important relationship to the fact that it can add confidence in the part of a child because she knew that her mother love her because of the actions her mother showed to her. 

AsI wrote this article I kept asking myself "Do I have a good relationship to my mother?" I knew in my mind that my mother and I never built a good relationship To the fact that she's very strict in every angle, she treats me like a kid! And she easily get angry when i talked about "Boys". maybe She's afraid that "History repeats itself." 

In my point of view history will never repeat itself unless you let that happened to you AGAIN! 

To the mothers: 

Please do understand the fact that we your children are all grown up! don't force us to violate all your norms. we all know what's the good thing to do our the bad things to do! All you have to do is monitor your children and hear us out and don't over react in the things that you're not expecting to hear and just give advice not sermon!!!

in my dark place

It was dark and I can’t see anything or anybody around. I was sitting in the dark corner of the box and felt the emptiness deep with in me. Trying to lift myself and roam around the box but I can’t instead I crampled myself and feel pity for myself, for I was trapped in my own world.

When I look around there was something around me that is bigger than me, I can’t recognize what it is because it was dark. I tried so hard just to pass through that something around me but I failed, it was so heavy for me to lift.

I finally realize that it was just me alone in the dark place. And no one can save or take me away from here.

AFTER 2 MONTHS OF CLASSES:

1) What is your insight about English 11 subject in terms of subject content, lesson sequence, degree of difficulty/ease?

• For two months staying in this subject, I really learned a lot not only in our said subject English 11 "The teaching of speaking" but every thing that our instructor Ms. Marian knew, she shared it with us. The subject content and the lesson sequence are great, also the degree of difficulty. I thought that in this subject I will be put on fire because of the level difficulty that our instructor will give us. But as the days goes by it was then I realized that this subject really ROCK! I learned the different types of teaching techniques and strategies in practical way from Ms. Marian. The level of difficulty is not that hard that I thought but when it comes to the requirements the difficulty is much higher than you hardly think/thought. But everything we do for our requirements like sleepless nights, staying in the internet cafe for a long period of time just to accomplish the said requirements and to post it in our individual blogs are all worthy.

2) What can you say about your learning environment in terms of classroom appearance and functionality, location, noise level, light/ventilation?

• All i can say about my learning environment in terms of classroom appearance and functionality, location, noise level, light/ventilation are all great. Every students either elementary, high school or college in Christ the King are wishing to have their classes in the speech laboratory because of its location even though our speech laboratory is not that big like in the universities bu the level of convineince is great. The noise level is okay, we're not that  prone in the noise area even though ouside of the speech laboratory is the hall way. The light/ventilation are okay, we can see every thing clearly inside.

3) What can you say about your classmates in terms of attitude towards others, subject, group work?

• My classmates in terms of attitude towards others are all fine, to the fact that we all mingaled with each other despite of our different attitude and behavior. we used to laugh out loud with each other if some of us crack a joke or immitate someone. We sometimes hang out despite of all the hectic schedule we had. When it comes to our subject, we managed to balance everything despite of all the stress we endured. And lastly, the group work, frankly saying, sometimes their some of us don'yt know how to cooperate and some are too busy on their work as "a full-time scholar" of the school but we're trying to understand their situation. But in general, We're all cooperative with each other and we're always looking forward that after a stressful days we had a time to reach or hang out with each other.

4) What can you say about your teacher in terms of teaching style, lesson delivery, rapport/attitude towards each students, communication skills, personality and manner of dressing, classroom management?

• Our teacher? Ms Marian Alaba is one of the COOLEST teacher I ever met and encounter. For me, she posses the ability of a teacher that I've been looking for. In terms of teaching style, lesson delivery, rapport/ attitude towards each students, skills, personality and manner of dressing and the classroom management, it all ROCKS!. Because even though she handled almost every speech class in all levels (elementary. high school and college) she still know how to balance her time, gestures, and everything. That's why that every students in Christ the King really adored her.

5) What can you say about yourself in terms of attitude towards content of subject, level of understanding of the lessons, level of improvement in skills?

• I noticed to myself that my ability of speaking and understanding english language had its different level. I noticed that I become interested in this subjuct English 11"the teaching of speaking" because our intructor thought us everything she knew that's one of the reasons why i become so interested incthis subject. The skill that I have is already enhanced by our instructor Ms. Marian.

6) what are your recommendation/s?