questions ???

Even now, I can still hear your sweet voice, every time I close my eyes.

it reminds me the emptiness I felt when you walked away.

You just walked away with no words.

I just locked myself in my room,

Bugging myself with the questions:

“WHAT DID I DO THAT MADE YOU WALK AWAY?”…

“WHY DID I LET MYSELF FALL FOR YOU ?”…

“IF ONLY…”

Feb. 8,2012_10:25 a.m

Never Be Mine

I prayed for you to be mine.

I cried for you to be mine.

I beg for you to be mine.

I dreamed for you to be mine.

I thought there will be You & Me.

But I guess everything is just a THOUGHT.

Seeing you again,

feels like I was in my 6th grade.

I prayed to God that,

I want you to be the ONE

But something struck me,

that I realize that I was just closing my eyes

from the reality that you will

NEVER BE MINE.

How I wish that in every

"I LOVE YOU" you'll uttered is TRUE.

That there's no "I LOVE YOU" .......

"AS A FRIEND".

How I wish you were in my position ...

You seduced me with your sweet words & voice

But sadly, when I turned around to look at you,

your not there anymore.

How I wish you saw the broken pieces inside me when you said,

"IT'S BETTER TO BE FRIENDS THAN TO BE LOVERS."

How it tore me inside. Because I was expecting too much from you.

There will be No YOU & ME

'coz you were just a dream that will NEVER BE MINE ;(

Feb. 4, 2012

10:02 pm