Destination

My vitality once full of obscure 
You knock once, twice, trice in my heart
But I failed to let you in. 
Your always yclept my name, but I neglect you! 
Your always by my side, 
you hoist me up every time I feel down. 
I'm one of the people who nailed you in the cross 
I failed to comply my covenant I made in front of you. 
But still your always hear me out, 
And you still love me with all your kernel.
I don't know what to do
If I don't have you I always asked you "why? why me?" 
every time I felt ruth and alone! in my tribulation moment of my life
I thought you distil me along the way 
But your their carrying me, 
when my destination is 
UNCLEAR.

Mother and Daughter

The relationship between mother and daughter is a very important relationship to the fact that it can add confidence in the part of a child because she knew that her mother love her because of the actions her mother showed to her. 

AsI wrote this article I kept asking myself "Do I have a good relationship to my mother?" I knew in my mind that my mother and I never built a good relationship To the fact that she's very strict in every angle, she treats me like a kid! And she easily get angry when i talked about "Boys". maybe She's afraid that "History repeats itself." 

In my point of view history will never repeat itself unless you let that happened to you AGAIN! 

To the mothers: 

Please do understand the fact that we your children are all grown up! don't force us to violate all your norms. we all know what's the good thing to do our the bad things to do! All you have to do is monitor your children and hear us out and don't over react in the things that you're not expecting to hear and just give advice not sermon!!!

in my dark place

It was dark and I can’t see anything or anybody around. I was sitting in the dark corner of the box and felt the emptiness deep with in me. Trying to lift myself and roam around the box but I can’t instead I crampled myself and feel pity for myself, for I was trapped in my own world.

When I look around there was something around me that is bigger than me, I can’t recognize what it is because it was dark. I tried so hard just to pass through that something around me but I failed, it was so heavy for me to lift.

I finally realize that it was just me alone in the dark place. And no one can save or take me away from here.